If there is something im good at its being gullible and confused..

But, all is good.. im a big girl.
Boys confuse the shit out of thats what. i have these huge feelings for some guy and then all of a sudden he could be FAKE.. wtf is this? why would someone ever wanna try and be someone they are not.. thats plain idiot to me. but you know, some people need the attention of some hot sexy guy that they never get. So, really.. i dont blame them.. but dont come online and act like some hot jock that you are no where near being.

Ah well.. im done bitching about that haha.

There's a song here.. that i kind of wanted to express..

Yeah, oh yeah
Alright, oh, oh, oh

It's amazing how you knock me off my feet, hmm
Everytime you come around me I get weak, oh yeah
Nobody ever made me feel this way, oh
You kiss my lips and then you take my breath away
So I wanna know

[1] - I wanna know what turns you on
So I can be all that and more
I'd like to know what makes you cry
So I can be the one who always makes you smile

Girl he never understood what you were worth, hmm no
And he never took the time to make it work
(You deserve more loving, girl)
Baby I'm the kind of man who shows concern, yes I do, oh
Anyway that I can please you let me learn
So I wanna know

[Repeat 1]

[2] - Tell me what I gotta do to please you
Baby anything you say I'll do
Cause I only wanna make you happy
From the bottom of my heart, it's true

[Repeat 2]

I wish that I could take a journey through your mind, alright
And find emotions that you always try to hide babe, oh
I do believe that there's a love you wanna share, oh, oh
I'll take good care of you lady, have no fear, oh
So I wanna know


I love this song, gives me shivers!

So I have this friend who always comes to me for advice.. all the time, about her and her boyfriends relationship. They are cute, don't get me wrong. But completely opposite.. which doesn't always matter and in this case. It doesn't. However..  Myles (her boyfriend) always tends to ditch her for his guy friends. And she tells him to stop and it just keeps happening and this where I come in.

I tell her he's not reliable.. and if he literally ditches you, after seeing his buddies at school the whole day, its pretty bad. I mean she loves him and you can tell he loves her.. but seriously is he mature or trustworthy enough for a relationship? or should she be with him? I say no. Not only because he ''ditches'' her but because he is an ass to her constanttly and makes her cry continuously, and I think thats just wrong. But she says to me, yeah im breaking up with him.. yatta yatta..   and never does. I think she's scared to lose him. i know she wants to be with him.. but shes better off without. Thats just my opinion.

She told me this the other day that her mom and myles are not good..  like her mom hates him because of what Jen( my friend ) tells her mom about what Myles does or says tpo her so obviously her mom wont like it..  so jens mom was going to give him another chance and made dinner all day for this night for him to come eat dinner witht hem and get along, and you know what he did? He showed up and told jen he is sorry and had to go cause he forgot it was ''guys night''.. Like are you FUCKING kidding me? Excuse my language... but if it was my boyfriend and my mom spent literally all day preparing this feast for us and all of a sudden my boyfriend ditches out on me to go hang with guys when he can see them whenever but only has this one chance to make a good connection with my family.. I would literally break up with him for just dis-respecting my family. Period.

That is just horrific.
And when she told me I said fuck him, dump his ass. He is definitely not worth the pain and the effort if all he wants to do is see his buddies when he sees them every signle day at school... and he doesnt see his gf cause she is out of school and doesnt get along with her rents because of the past shit thast has gone down.

Do you think I did the right thing by giving her advice? I mean I told her its her choice! But do you agree with me about how big of an idiot he is? and how childish and un trustworthy he is as a person? Would your parents ahte you if this happened to your boy?

- j