Friday, 13 March 2009
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Boys Boys Boys.
So I have some stuff to confess.
Me and mike.. well were still that boring ass couple that i am getting sick of.
I met a guy online. i know baddddd jess, but im doiing NOTHIGN wrong, yet lol
hes suuuuch a sweetie and sooo incredibly hot. OMG. haha i would show u him but i have repect for him rather than posting his shit lol
anyways. We text all the time and no were not immature lol
Hes just so nice and respects me and hes actually excited for me when i tell him i get accepted to schools.
Me and mike are rocky. ehs sooo boring now and he never shows me affection anymore! If its like this now, what is it going to be like if i marry the guy... cause honestly thats what it feels like. Like an old couple thats been married long time and knows eachother well enough not to care. Im not saying every marriage is like thaat.. at ALL but im just saying that.. some people get like that and split you know? My parents did. Im just sick of his shit. he disrespects me even tho he claims he doesnt. but hes always right. Im unhappy... but i love him/ UGH WHAT TO DOO.
So, Im still talking to ty alot. alot alot alot
He is the biggest sweetheart ever.. and its not a good thing.
Cause I have a boyfriend and Im falling for this other guy.
So
But thing is.. now that me and my boy live together, im getting completely sick of it.. like all we do and do alot of is fight and argue over the dumbest shit EVER. and im sooo not a girl that likes to argue. I always lose cause i get fed up and give up. Oh well. he always wants to win anyways. But literally I fell in love with him and now i feel that im falling out of love with him. Is that possible? Ugh i hate it.
I mean, Im glad I h ave people to talk to about this and a blog to explain shit but.. its not cool living with the boy you dont know if you still lvoe anymore. Of course im happy.. most of the time. But i come home from work and sometimes wish i wasnt home..
I mean. I get my space.. but he bitches about how much I go out, and i only go out on weekends witht he only girl i know from hamilton, kim. so we go dancing and have a good time? Did i say he couldnt go out? NO.. but he decides not to so thats his choice so he shouldnt be bitching. but oh well. I have a great time hile hes inside bored shitless playing his viedo games like a little 13 year old does.
God I hate video games, I can play them for like an hour or two but then i gota get out of there. it bores me sooo sooo much
This saturday, Ty is coming from brampton (40 minutes away from hamilton) to come out with me and my girl kim and her boy to go dancing and pre drink and be all cute! Am i doing anything wrong by hanging with him? I mean My man now has cheated on me so i know how bad it hurts and i would never do that to him. but flirting isnt breaking those rules are they? Atleast i dont think so. whatd oy ou think?
anyways.
I gotta get back to work
Sorry for all the spelling mistakes. when i type fast i just giv'r and dont look back at all the mistakes ahah and im too lazy to correct any of them!
<3 peace bitchessss.. give me ur opinion!!!
Tell me your opinions, but DONT be rude..
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Comments (5)
Perhaps it's time to consider a separation.
I say talk with your man and tell him how you feel... you both have to come to a joint decision whether it's worth continuing or not. Good luck!
Like all those before me has said, talk to your guy. If nothing can be done and you need more in a relationship, then maybe separating and moving on is the best choice. Good luck.
hrm... sounds like a messy predicament to me! couples get sort of boring after the first couple of months... or were they boring in the first place but u were too busy with butterflies to notice. look...
dont let a man disrespect you no matter how much you love him.. bc if he loves you he wouldn't disrespect you! and u should demand more attention. my ex boyfriend use to play video games all the time that he nglected me so much,,, and now that we're not together he's trying ton win me back . but... you shouldnt let anything happen between you n this new guy... until you are sure of what you are gonna do abt ur man bc the last thing u ewanna do is sitting in the middle with mixed feelings. n... im sorry n not to be rude or anything .. but this new guy.... of course he's swweeet.espesciially if he's into you. most guys are at first arent they. dont be so quick to give him credit n devalue what you have with your man okay?? new things will seem more exciting but..if what u have ur man have is love. you should try to talk to him about how youre feeling and try to work it out. but try not to mention that u might be interested in someone new cause that will cause resentment. just space urself frm this new guy for a while til u know what u want... cause if ur falling out of love that's really horrible.. its pretty serious if ur feeling that way but.. u might just think ur feeling that way bc the new guy is just exciting and .. u just wanna have a little fun. after all ur a pretty young grl, who doesnt want a lil fun n excitement n romance right. these r the yrs of ur lifeee! but tell your bf that.. u want to rekindle urr relationship n keep it frm falling apart. u guys live with each other.... its special.... try to be an adult n talk things out without arguing ...
good luck. :] i hope yur bf is smart enough to help u find that connetion again before its too late,... love isn't something you should let fall apart. its something you work at. its.. an act. its.... if it's real, its beautiful, and it shouldn't slip away so fast. so.... if you think it's love, if you think you love him and he loves you.. then.. work for it. if not, then don't botherrr.. if it's not worth you.. you will know. good luck again.
thank you everyone for the comments!